Sometimes I find it too hard for me to carry on.
I know I'm a student and all I have to do is study hard and never should I give up before I become the final winner.
But I find it too hard.But I find I am at a loss.
Student as I am now,I really want to make a difference.
But by no way the opportunity could come unless I seek it and still work hard.
So long have I been away from them,I really don't know if I can join them again.
Recently I have come across a sentence——It is better to burn out than to fade away.
But life is ordinary itself.
By no means can I find a splendid way to burn out.
When I fall into a desperate situation,I often consider dying.
And maybe dying is a way to burn out,but not to fade away.
In the sky,there are a lot of stars.
They are flashing and fading away from us human beings.
I feel that we human beings are loneliest in the huge universe.
Of course,everyone is alone,while they don't admit.
What is life?I often ask myself.
"To be or not to be,that is a question!”
And it is really a question.
The world is just like a stage,as Shakespeare said.
A man is to come down from this special stage after his performance.It doesn't matter whether you'll succeed or not,since your performance will disappear with your life.
What I am seeking for?
Life is complex itself.
Life is a thing that is too cruel.
To be or not to be,life will still come to an end.
Life is too short and too urge.
It is better to burn out than to fade away.But where to start and where to end?
Burn out?
Burning out with my spirits,I will leave the world forever!
Men is stupid before he dies.
Only through dying can the flame of my spirits burn out,while forever begins.
The darkness of the world make me blind.
So I have to change me way of life before I can change the world.
And I know I am too weak to face the powerful human beings.
What can I do before the world wipe me out.
Waiting or fighting,burn out or to fade away?
